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So there I am! Living it up in my 30-somethings with a ridiculously hot hubby, 3 seriously outgoing matter-of-fact smart beautiful kids, a cat named Roxii that just won't quit, 2 chihuahuas named Lokii (what was I thinking) and Brodii who don't understand the concept of pee outside.

I'm a strongly opinionated, outspoken, inappropriate and absolutely unapologetic chick going through this thing called life and trying to do it with my sanity intact. So far, this isn't working out so well!

Follow me as I confession myself straight to the LCBO. My rants, my way...you've been warned ;) Xo

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The last few days have been a struggle. By that I don't mean anything except things going on that prevented me from heading to the gym and having to make do with what's at home.

That said when I am consciously NOT trying to lose weight and just being, I usually maintain where I'm at.

When I am consciously aware of what's around and going on and being mindful but not necessarily working out (because it's not like I was prior to getting the gym membership) I gain.

WTF!

It's not like I'm sitting here at home and eating MORE or eating worse foods than before. I am being the exact same so why the fuck is the scale going UP!

I know your weight will fluctuate...fine. I know your body composition changes daily...fine. But I also know that I've weighed myself daily for the last 15 years so I know what my body habits are like and being up almost 3lbs is NOT one of it's habits.

That would mean that I have eaten 10,500 MORE calories than I normally do which I'm telling you right now is just not the case.

I know one of the culprits in this in stress. I have more stress on my shoulders than normal (sometimes I think than even humanly possible) but this is ridiculous.

I have to get that under control or this is going to be one seriously hot mess. I can't be dealing with this shit as well as everything else but I certainly am not letting myself go.